♥ Von ♥

stayed at home all day yesterday
and also today in the afternoon
needed time off from this hectic lifestyle

mr yap promised to spend time with me today
for the whole day, SUPPOSINGLY he would be mine
BUT... *there's always a but* he had stuff to attend to and could only pick me up at 4
i really hate it when someone promises something but could not make it
if that is the case, just don't fucking promise me in the first place
geez, talk about compromise
that's still fine, forget about it

he made up to me by cooking porridge
cause i'm having throat flammation from all that barbeque
i think i'm coming down with a fever
a bad one

and as if that's not enough
my day just got worse
went home only to find that it is empty
so mr yap and i went to Wong Kok Restaurant to have supper
and things got a little out of hand

darn, i just don't get it
you keep saying that you don't wanna lie to me
and you fucking lied straight to MY FACE
oh wow, let me guess... that's the new idea of NOT LYING?
it seems like we have quarrels every week
everything started once you start working
damn... say whatever you want
but that's one bitch of a job
oh i don't know
how would you have felt if you were in my shoes?
you don't have time for me
but you have time for other girls?
this is just so great
and you know what?
i feel FUCKING STUPID for believing you and forgiving you again and again
haha, i must be the world's most fucking stupid girlfriend ever
why did you have to lie to me?
and yet you said you don't wanna lie to me?
saying you will never go out with her but went straight out with her just when you've got the chance?
can you just tell me what does that mean?
saying this and doing that?
don't fucking give me so many excuses
don't fucking show me that little angelic, innocent face
i'm SICK of it
i feel betrayed
i feel nauseous
so i'm not good enough for you?
fine then
and don't you fucking ask me what's wrong
everything is FUCKING WRONG