♥ Von ♥

it hurts
hearing what he said
seeing what he did
feeling how i feel
it hurts so much that it is killing me
how can i make this right?
can someone tell me?
how can i change myself completely?
can someone teach me?
i want to be the person he loves, the person that is not me
god knows how much i want to
but sometimes there are things that i can't help it, that i don't even realize till it broke us apart
i have nothing left and i deserve every bit of it