i'm a FREAK.

yes, i am.
and don't try to convince me that i'm not because i totally am
i don't even have any idea what am i going on and on about here now
well, let's see... what have i been doing for these two days?
nothing shocking, except the fact that i've slept for 15 friggin' hours since 7 p.m yesterday till 10 a.m this morning
oh well, and i skipped dinner and bath too *eww, yeah, i know*
you may ask me what have i been doing that made me so exhausted?
well, the answer is revealed


there, that's it.
i know i know, i'm outdated
but i am a busy girl okay?
finally, i get to stay at home and watch some outdated series
just because my boyfriend is currently doing a part-time job and the fact that we are kinda cold
ohhhkaaay, chio!
i'm done with season 1 now. in 2 days time.
woot, don't you just love the drama, the gossips, the scandals, the bitches and bastards?
its reality displayed in motion picture.

i know its hard on you
juggling between work and classes
and all i can say is that i've tried my best to help and support you in any way
i am trying my very best to be a good girlfriend
good lord i am
and all i'm asking for is just a little bit of love and care
is that too much to ask for?
i've been sacrificing a lot for us
and all i want is that you could do the same
even if you don't, appreciation would also make my day
have you ever had to sustain your pain and tears when you feel so hurt and the pain could rip you apart?
it makes me think that it is not worth to do so much for you
why should i?
my pain and hurt seems to be invisible to your eyes and perhaps to the rest of the world
you ignored me and left the wound to heal itself
and yet you claim that love?
i've let my pride down and what did you do?
you have hurt me once again
and baby, there will be times when its too late and apologies are no longer needed
then, i'm never going to look back

i told some of my friends that i am going to get married
with a smirk on my face
cause i got bored in economics class
chung khei was the first to congratulate me =)
and so, yeah, i am gonna get married SOON
i have even set a date already
its on 14th of February 2020
eleven years later
you see? i'm serious
i could even start printing invitation cards
and mr yap, if you are reading this, i hope u get the hint *winks*

had McDonalds for lunch in sunway pyramid
crapped a lot with the girls
bought chilli red nail polish that i have been searching for quite some time
had a sudden urge to paint my nails bloody red
well, it looks pretty scary now as i am looking at my fingers typing this post
teehee

and i have to admit that i have sinned today
i referred my accounts lecturer to a character in JK Rowling's Harry Potter series
guess who is it? i'll give you a hint
his name starts with H and has a total of 6 alphabets in it, he also lives in a hut
oh my god, oh your god, oh our god (learned this from chung khei today, credits to her twin sisters) i'm unbelievably mean
karma is chasing my back geez

my friends and i were fooling around in the college's foyer
when out of a sudden two guys walked by HOLDING HANDS
we were like omg, check them out
thats sooo gay
and one of the guys was eating a sausage
the sausage comes with a stick in it so that you could hold the stick without dirtying your hands
but that fella was holding the sausage with his bare hands while the stick was still in the sausage
i was thinking, 'dahlah gay, so unhygiene lagi'
and suddenly two girls came up to us and identified themselves as A-levels psychology students and told us that they were having an experiment, asking us what did we think when we saw the two gay guys
i was like 'huh? wth?! its an experiment? crappp...'
they kept asking us questions and i replied 'it was only a moment, how could so many things go through my brain?'
if i could think that fast i would have gone and invented a machine that could give me anything i want

on the way home, it was raining quite heavily and a car coming from the opposite direction was making a turn but had lost control and drove right up to the road divider that was just metres away from my boyfriend's car
we swerved out of the way to avoid that stupid car that was going too fast on such a slippery road
and thank god, we are safe
it happened just right in front of us
it was lucky that the car did not overturn or else it would have hit us and a serious accident would have occured
come on, drive like you deserve that license alright?

okaaay i had a looong day today
and i am sleep deprived
and my mama had to nag and nag and nag all the way from my house to college
well it has become a routine now LOLS
was late and practically day-dreamed through my lessons
went out to mid valley for lunch and movie after that
was my second time watching 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button'
was not bored thou... Brad Pitt is sooo hawt! *drools*
especially in the scene where he rides his bike and has his shades on
aww... and guess what, HE'S 46... well, his looks are definitely deceiving
okay i know this is random and weird, but my friend commented about my tongue today
haha
he said that i have a long and sharp tongue
and this is a photo of it

what do you think? well, anyway, i don't think so
and furthermore there's nothing i can do about it right?
one of my besties is going to celebrate her birthday on 5th of March in M.O.S
looking forward to it, can't wait
i am missing my girls =(
and i am missing him too
wondering what is he doing
i'm missing being in your arms darling
i hope that you'll be dreaming of me tonight
i looooooooooooooooooooooooove you

my first post

i have been self conflicting about setting this blog up
wondering should i or should i not
oh well... seems that the conclusion is a yes
haha
i guess everyone has got to have a place to rant, spill or just crap
this is not my first time blogging
i had one last time but i was kinda lazy and its dead =(
teehee
i'll try to keep my blog alive this time
*hmms, we'll have to see about that*
okay basically i am lazy to do a long long introduction as you'll get to know me better through my posts
so i'll just pen down 15 facts about me

1. i look older than my actual age
2. i wear braces *smiles*
3. my friends say i am crazy, silly, playful... oh well you get the idea
4. i like to draw smileys =)
5. i cry when i watch romantic dramas, be it sad, touching or happy
6. my hair color is natural
7. i don't like to stay at home
8. i spend lots, and i mean LOTS of time in front of this friggin screen
9. i tend to amuse myself sometimes
10. i get hyper for no particular reason
11. my e-mail is sweet and embarassing at certain times
12. i love my family, friends and boyfriend, although they do get on my nerves at times
13. i like dogs, small ones, but i'm afraid of them
14. i was really fat when i was a baby
15. i am the youngest in my family

TA DAHH~ done!
hey it was not easy to think of 15 things about plain ol' simple me oh kay...

my gawd
i was writing this post halfway when my mama came and asked me to correct the language in her catalogue for her company
took me soo long
its so friggin thick
damn
i just don't know what is wrong today
everyone seems to be getting on my nerves
was kinda pissed at my boyfriend too today
hey come on man
all the guys out there
shouldn't you just say thank you and appreciate all that your girlfriend has done for you?
instead of ranting on and on and complaining
how would you feel if i did that?
well i feel soo unappreciated
sighs i don't feel like doing anything for you anymore
to think that i have put in my best effort and this is what i get?
am like WTH?!

hmmph am tired now
will blog soon